hey readers,
well today is day 27 dpo 12 and i decided to take a home pregnancy test and it came back negative. Instantly i was overwhelmed with sadness but not surprised. sad because its been well over two years and i have not had one pregnancy. Over the last two years i have told my self that it's going to happen,be positive and it will come. but the key word is two years and it hasn't come i'm twenty years old and infertile. This wasn't suppose to happen to me!!!! All throughout my school years,sex educational classes "we" have been told that,"it only takes one time" so When is it my time? I feel so lonely because my family doesn't know that we are trying,even if they knew i doubt they would be as supportive as i would like them too,but i'm dealing with it as best as i can.
AF(aunt flow=period) is due monday,i plan to make an appointment with the doctor to test for fibroids and pcos and talk about endo, i really hope everything comes back ok,but if it doesn't atleast i will know what's wrong with me.
xo-Bri-xo
